| I feel so alone. I have a boyfriend, I have family. I have friends, to a certain extent. I suppose Im writing this because I know that Jaymi and Apryl will eventually read this. Its just sucky because I know that once we stop having class everyday, once we begin to not see eachother, our friendship will fade. No matter what we say, it most likely will go beck to being what it was before we started hanging out. I've made good friends like Nicole and others, that will all end after this semester. I cant seem to have friends, the ones that stay by my side forever, the kind of friends you have when you are a little girl, like I had. Its just hard because friendship has destrayed a part of me, a part of me that believes that no matter how hard I try, no matter how close we are like sisters, that something can always happen, and for me, I believe that something always will happen. I end up friendless, which is almost as lonely as being single.
I just hope that what I found in you, what you found in me is something worth saving, somehitng that will stik around, perhaps forever. Dont leave me lonely, dont leave me feeling abandoned. Try, I will. |
